I want this, and i want that. No, I want something else, I want that, no this. So many things that I want, and nothing is ever enough. Because contradictions is what I want. Contradictions are my specialty. I want them all, all the time. My thoughts are extreme, they jump from one side to the other without consulting me. My inside is boiling, my outside is freezing. Peaceful but rebelling, calm but bursting. This is how my mind looks like. I love it and I hate it. I adore it and i want to get rid of it.
Schizophrenia it is, but it is not. So many things I want, and so many contradictions. For example I want to write this post, but I also want to stop. Here I stop.
...and this is how my mind processes things. Run, cut, sound over, music, cut, edit.
The national film school, is irrelevant here (you'll understand once you watch) - but they really do have lots of money.
p.s. The video was filmed at the London Film Academy - September 2010
I adore this post. so ME. the true basic way we think all the time nonstop about every little detail in our life, dream and ambitions.
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